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Wednesday, November 28th, 2007
10:16 am - I'm FINALLY going back!
So yesterday I went into my old school and talked to my advisement counselor about when I could start and she told me I could as soon as I re rejester with the district. I can get back into my IB program and everything! My mom decided that it would probably be best if I finish all my online courses first so I'm not taking double the classes, so I have to wait until Monday, but I still get to go back to school!! So happy! I miss the theater and orchestra and my friends and actually getting to do science experiments that don't involve baking soda and vineagar! Woo! I bet my cat will miss her snuggle partner, but she'ss get over it. I think i may be one of the only teenagers on earth that is absolutely and totally excited about getting to go back to school!!!

current mood: giddy

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Wednesday, October 24th, 2007
1:11 pm - Okay?
I am trying so hard to fast. I not eating as often as possible, and I am doing two mile runs everyday. I am still stuck at the same weight (132)! I hate plateaus! I just need to lose all this disgusting-ness! God this is frustrating.

current mood: bitchy

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Friday, October 5th, 2007
8:37 am - Zack

So I saw my ex yesterday. It made me feel like crap.I couldn't look at him the whole time and my stood in his line of view. He e-mailed me later and said that he still loved me and that he misses me which makes everything so much worse because I feel the same way. He finally got to see his daughter though. That is a goos thing. We were supposed to try to sneak out and meet again this morning, but he wasn't there and he didn't answer his phone. I went on a excersising craze after that. I wanted so cad to just stuff my face with chocolate. I think my mom is catching on because she pretty much force fed me yesterday at lunch and she always talks about how little I eat and how I need to eat more calories. Anyone know any good tips of hiding this stuff from your parents?

current mood: depressed

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Thursday, October 4th, 2007
2:25 pm - Hi
HI everyone! I am new to this kind of thing so I am still kind of adjusting to this. This is the very first time I have ever joined a ProAna site, ever, so if I kind of go over the top or don't seem to fit in, that might be why. I started being ana when I was around 12 and have done it ever since. Recently, I have gotten really off track and I am feeling fatter than ever. I weigh the most I have in my whole life, so I am in deperate need of support to get back on schedule. I lost twenty pounds in the past two weeks, but I still want to lose another 30 or so. I am pretty easy to talk to so if you need any help or support, feel free! Well that's my two cents so talk to you later! (sorry for any spelling errors) 

current mood: bored

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